I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring. Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence. Do you know how hard it is to live, when every inch of your entire being, your mind and body is just fucked, exhausted and done. I question myself everyday, …
I first would like to say sorry for my silence the past few months. When I first started this blog I had all the hopes of posting fortnightly. But sometimes words fail me and I fail me. Fast forward 6 weeks and I am heading off on holiday. I was properly dreading my trip to Disneyland Paris. The crowds, …
Continue reading You’re the reason that I feel so strong. You’re the reason I am hanging on…
She would always tell herself she could do this She would use no help it would be just fine But when it got hard she would lose her focus So take my hand and we'll be alright... What does suicide look like? Does it look like a person crying in the corner, unable to function? …
In the eyes of a saint I'm a stranger We're all trying to find a way At the death of every darkness there's a morning Though we all try We all try We're all one step from grace... This is me now after 12 weeks. 12 of the quickest weeks of my life have passed …
Now I know, I know that we're losing light, our love is dying, out cold on the floor like a fallen star that shines no more... Take, take me back to where it was before when we were on fire... What do you do when you had it all but then you foolishly become complacent, you …
I know how to make mistakes Wasn't grown enough to fake them Everybody makes mistakes Do we live and learn to brave them? Writing, to some, does not come easy. To me, it comes perhaps a little too easy. Some would most probably say or agree, I talk too much. Generally, speaking about nothing of …
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Give me all of your prayers to sing And I'll turn the night into the skylight of day I got a taste of paradise I'm never gonna let it slip away Heaven can wait... When I look back on my child hood, I think of happiness. I was loved very much, by everyone around me. …
'Cause I am the one, I rule my world Nobody rule my destiny 'Cause you are the one, you rule your world No bad man own your destiny It is so easy to forget that you are in control of your own life, your own actions, your own destiny. Don't panic, I'm nowhere near having …
I know we've all got our problems And it's a blessing that we made it here so far If you lay here in these arms tonight I promise I promise to take you, take you as you are... Well, firstly I can only apologise for the epic silence on here. In short, I have been …
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Day old, day old, day old Day old, day old, day old, Day old, day old, day old, blues.. Kings of Leon - Day Old Blues Right now, it is 6.30pm and I am sat in bed;crying. Why? I myself don't really know. I had a seemingly lovely weekend. A lovely day today, it's snowing …
Continue reading Low and behold things are killing me, Silly expectations of a dream…
Being Becka 