I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring. Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence. Do you know how hard it is to live, when every inch of your entire being, your mind and body is just fucked, exhausted and done. I question myself everyday, …
I first would like to say sorry for my silence the past few months. When I first started this blog I had all the hopes of posting fortnightly. But sometimes words fail me and I fail me. Fast forward 6 weeks and I am heading off on holiday. I was properly dreading my trip to Disneyland Paris. The crowds, …
Continue reading You’re the reason that I feel so strong. You’re the reason I am hanging on…
Now I know, I know that we're losing light, our love is dying, out cold on the floor like a fallen star that shines no more... Take, take me back to where it was before when we were on fire... What do you do when you had it all but then you foolishly become complacent, you …
I know how to make mistakes Wasn't grown enough to fake them Everybody makes mistakes Do we live and learn to brave them? Writing, to some, does not come easy. To me, it comes perhaps a little too easy. Some would most probably say or agree, I talk too much. Generally, speaking about nothing of …
Continue reading Do you like walking in the rain? When you think of love, do you think of pain…?
This is me, at best, to look at me, even be around me at the moment. You wouldn't know how much pain I am in. How much I am hurting. I will make the effort to be strong, to have my makeup done and not a hair out of place. Just don't expect a meaningful …
Continue reading Ouch, I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found…
Getting me to shut up is usually a full time job, I love to talk, sing and generally make as much noise as possible. Yet when it came to starting this piece, I was lost for words.. I guess I could start by boring you with what I do for a living and by telling you how much …
Being Becka 