The king’s a clown. No one is laughing, it’s not a drill. Don’t look outside the world is ending. Faster, faster, faster, faster, fast…

What a whirlwind of a world we are living in at the moment. I do not even know where to start with what has happened in my life since my last post.. Back in September?!? I have sat down and tried to write something for so long and words have failed me. So why now? …

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I’m in need of a savior, but I’m not asking for favors. My whole life, I’ve felt like a burden I think too much, and I hate it…

I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring. Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence. Do you know how hard it is to live, when every inch of your entire being, your mind and body is just fucked, exhausted and done. I question myself everyday, …

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Do you like walking in the rain? When you think of love, do you think of pain…?

I know how to make mistakes Wasn't grown enough to fake them Everybody makes mistakes Do we live and learn to brave them? Writing, to some, does not come easy. To me, it comes perhaps a little too easy. Some would most probably say or agree, I talk too much. Generally, speaking about nothing of …

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If life seems jolly rotten. There’s something you’ve forgotten and that’s to laugh and smile and dance and sing…

'Cause I am the one, I rule my world Nobody rule my destiny 'Cause you are the one, you rule your world No bad man own your destiny It is so easy to forget that you are in control of your own life, your own actions, your own destiny. Don't panic, I'm nowhere near having …

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Oh baby baby, it’s a wild world; And it’s hard to get by just on a smile…

I am a smiler. Through the good the bad and the completely depressing, I always try and smile. It's somewhat weird. I find comfort in comedy and use this as a coping method for most things in life. When my Dad was dying in hospital, I found it easier to joke with my family and …

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